[thisishowiwritethink.shout]

people tell me i write
strangely
so as is usually the common response from a
young not-quite-still-teenager
but
still-not-quite-adult
i feel the need to explain myself

first i start off with a thought
like
"i write poems how i think"
then i expand on that idea
with a
very similar statement
"if you could read my mind it would read like
one of my poems"
see what i do?
i use spacing
(when written)
and
tempo
(when spoken)
to emphasize the
important parts

i also add in
afterthoughts
those little bits in your head
that
most people don't say
well i say 'em
and i
write them
cause that's how i writethink
motherfucker

and then i over use
the word
Fuck!
and
Goddamn!
i like to
fucking
emphasize it
...
goddammit
...
cause thats how i fucking writethink
(andthereyoucansee
anexampleofhowiliketo
combine words into one)

and usually
when i write
i like to repeat myself
cause i like to think
it'll leave an impression
and usually
when i write
i like it to sound a little
angry
and usually
when i write
i'm
speaking it
in
my
head

and there you have it
folks
another thing i do
when i writethink
poems
i like
to
seperate
the
words
kind of
like
it's
a
drumroll
leading up to
something big
and then i let it down easy

sometimes
i get carried away
and i write too much
let me rephrase that
everytime i write
i get carried away
and i write too
much
but that's just how i writethink

and it's a shame if you're
reading
this
that you can't hear it
cause
there's nothin
to all these
goddamn words
the important part
is
in the way i
say it
cause it's been proven
only 10% percent of communication
is
what we say
the other
90%
consists of things
such as
body language
the tone of your voice
your
facial expressions
and sometimes
even
how you smell

but as per usual
i've gotten a bit off subject
so let me
apologize
and now i'm pretty sure you
know
...
this is how i
write
think
shout